I'm Getting Married! I'll be Mrs Yazid in 6 Days..

Yesterday, I told my Boyfriend... "Today's the last day we meeting.. I'm getting married next weekend." And I actually cried, as usual Boyfriend will just leave it as that, start talking about other stuff so as not to layan my 'gembing-ness'... We went for Solat Jumaat together, then short lunch. Later after work, we just stop by somewhere peaceful. And I asked about his expectation.. At the end of the day, I said GoodBye Boyfriend.. I see you next week.. when I'll be your Wife!

Seriously, I only got that "i'm getting married" feeling just yesterday! People asked, how are you feeling huh? I have no idea man.. Only yesterday I was truly emotional over the Whole thing. I didnt cried that much for so long..

I'm not sad, I'm happy plus I'm trying to imagine how things gonna be like being Mrs Yazid and being Mom! I had a sms chat with my Cousin Nury and my Best Friend Nurul and I think I feel much better after that..

Well, after allll this years.. I'm truly grateful that I met Yazid again and we made it thru. The challenges that I've been thru and the hurdles that we both had to overcome is so amazing! I cant never explan it.

I going to miss my sisters, my Mak & Ayah. Now, I soon going to be that Mom to my dearest 3 children.. I will make it thru, Insya ALLAH.

I would like to Thank my friends to been the listening ears, who knows what I've been thru before and being there for me when I need to share stories the most..

I want to Thank my aunties and cousin's for being there for me.. Yazid's cousin's for being supportive.

My Thanks to Mak Yam, Yazid's mother in law for accepting me the way I am..

Thank to my Children for accepting me as MOM!

My Special Thanks for my Sisters..

Thank you to Mak & Ayah, for believing in me that I can do it!

Lastly to Mohd Yazid bin Osman... Thank you for Everything. We Made it!

My Invited Guest.. Hope to see you all soon.

Doa kan majlis berjalan dgn sempurna, Insya ALLAH. Amin.

Sensitivity

I've been away from bloging for so long..

We are now 3months away from the wedding. Preperation are like 88% now for me. Yazid has a long way to go still, but he's moving into the right direction, definately...

With the duration getting closer, the mood is getting pretty tense actually. And for me, I get very easily merajuk and sensitive over small little things. Cant help it lah. Not that I'm doing it on purpose.. But dont know, cant explain them. I get annoyed with myself sometimes.. Irritating. I'm tired for being angry over little things. So I just mengalah.. Hate to sleep still feeling angry over things. Even though sometimes I forget the fact that Yazid, most of the time give in to things fast. But I just not satisfied if I dont straighten things up! Not that I'm trying to say that I'm right. But if its wrong, then say it! Aku pun kepala batu jugak..

Enough said.. Its all about how much tolerance you have for each other. The journey starts Now! hahaha..

There are so much things in my head. Cant let it out, but just got to straighten things up 1 by 1. Everything is all about money. With the wedding thing, spending here an there. And financial planning does not stop after the wedding. I have to sort things out after that as well. Not that I have to contribute much but still, I have to have at least something in the bank account. Now I have to get things with the previous set up company sorted out as well..

Raya Haji was normal. But this year, we didnt help out in the Masjid. I was out with Yazid and Kids to his Father's place. Later on they came over to our place till almost ishak time.

Ok, I have already got the wedding card ordered. By end of December, I'll be sending out Save the Date invitation via Facebook and email. Do reply back to the given email address with your Mailing Address. Invitation will be out by February 2010..

Got to go!

... and the counting begins..

5 months, and counting...

Been away from bloging, for months.. Thats long! Never had time to blog in Ramadhan.. Day time Puasa, back from work, I will take a short nap after zohor till almost asar. Then after berbuka I'm off to terawih.. Will only have time to view my Facebook and update them. This was my 2nd Ramadhan with Yazid. Alhamdulliah.. We visited a few masjid for terawih and lucky me I had my full month of terawih!

This year's Raya was my 1st Raya outing with Yazid and children. Last year Raya was my 1st time meeting the children, but that was only after a few days of Raya. My 1st day Raya was at Yazid's Abah place. Thats when we met all his cousin, our usual gang! 2nd Raya, I was out with them again, visiting his family.. Back home, Raudha stayed indoor for few days, entertaining guest.

Just last week, Yazd's Abah and Aunties came over for an Offical Meminang session. It was not planned to have a Masjid Pertunangan. It was all last minute! The 1 set of exchange gift was bought a day before, we got our Ring just 2 days before. And the OutFit that I wore, I bought just the night before.. So if all my relatives mention that they are not invited! Yes we didnt invite anyone. Except for my (mom's brother) Uncle that I call Bapak as the Wakil from my side and my (father's elder sister) Mama. That explain clearly why I call them Bapak and Mama (from 2 diff side) for a good reason. Cause they are closer in so many ways. And Yazid's side came with his Abah with Mak Ngah & Roy-Nani from his side.. Thats all! If the pictures you see, seems 'happening'.. yes those people you see on photos are the only people around. It just looks like there was so many people, infact that were so many children then adult haha... So Jangan lah cakap kita tak jemput ya.. Memang takde jemputan pun.

Why do we go visiting every year but we always fail to tell our children to behave themselves? Jangan cakap anak orang.. Anak aku pun sama jugak kadang2. Main beliak2 mata dah tak work anymore. Nak marah depan orang, budak puna ada feelings segan and malu. So I guess next year's strategy will be different.. Maybe before berjalan remind them time and again. Maybe when they start to grow like Pri 4 and above they will know what to do by then, Insya ALLAH. Boys will always be boys.. Girls, I think will be slightly easy to tell them. Slightly ok.. Slightly..

When you get invited for a Raya Open House or Wedding maybe.. It stated as "jemput you (or you and family).." I take it as my family, excluding Yazid as we are not married as yet right? If that invitation comes from close friends or family members, it means Yazid's not invited. But unless I'm married, then it means My Own Family lah right.. cause it always comes in a package anyway kan. Tak kan lah if Kawan my mother di jemput tu untuk my mother and my father not included, tu kan logic nama nya. Lain kan kata, orang jemput Yazid cause tahu isteri dia dah tiada lagi, means I am included sebab orang tu tak tahu dia dah ada orang baru. lain lah kawan2 we both yg jemput Yazid for sure dia bring me along sebab kawan airport satu kampung dah tahu "Noris & Yazid now dah back together lah" (tu statement dia orang now).

I had an awesome outing yesterday. Blame it on my hormons, I was actually not in a good mood to go out. But Alhamdulliah, we had a wonderful (back to usual) bowling, simpang bedok makan and jalan2 Airport session yesterday. All not planned. Because Naqiyah was all stressed out from PSLE with Remedial and Tuition whole week. She sure need a release tension session yesterday. Nadiah finish All her papers and she is all smiling for completing her exams. Nabil's will be on the 20th October. He will have another week or 2 of tuition before we wrap up for the month of October. Now I know when parents says "anak exams, mak bapak yang stress." I was not stress but more to concern and worry. Last week, I thought Friday was her Maths exams, only to find out, it was on Thursday instead.. Aku berbakul2 zikir and doa "Ya ALLAH permudahkan lah jawapan untuk Naqiyah bagi exam nya hari ini..." Rupanya Friday tu Mother Tongue papers.. Lah!!! Mudah2an lah dia dapat naik Sec 1, Insya ALLAH. Aku pun tak nak bagi dia stress kuat.

Thats all for today..

Salam Aidilfitri

Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri, Maaf Zahir Batin

Dengan Ingatan Tulus Ikhlas
Dari : Norismilda, Mohd Yazid & Anak Anak,
Siti Nur Nadiah, Siti Nurul Naqiyah & Mohd Nabil.

Ramadhan is Coming..

Last weekend was the last weekend before Puasa starts..

My parents suggested for a Makan2 Session with the family, including Yazid and children. I booked Al-Ameen Bukit Timah since it has been our usual supper makan place those days. We have a total of 17 people including the children. And the Garlic Naan has never disspoint us..

At the same time, we had a celebration for Nana and Nadia together.. And thanks to everyone for coming.. And the Big Boss for belanja-ing! heeheh..

The following day, Yazid's MIL had a (his Wife)kenduri arwah at her place and a birthday celebration for Nadiah.

I remembered having to celebrate my Birthday with my cousin Rose Aznita (8th) and Hestee Raisa (16th - same as Nadiah) and also Rose's brother Isham (31st). We have it every year at Tok's place, and that will be the chance to watch Fireworks and the planes and all since its just opposite our Old Boon Keng Block. I send and SMS wish to Rose who is now in Liverpool with her family.

And she said this "tks kak tan i miss our childhood bdays x." I sure do!

Puasa starts in less than a week. And I hope I can travel around to other masjid this year, Insya ALLAH. I hope lah kan..

Today I went visiting with Mak & Ayah to the new Geylang Market for the 1st time! At the same time, went to survey on some baju Raya and thinking of what color theme for this year.. Mak bought me a new telekong, Thanks Mak & Ayah! Raya nak pakai baju baru, nak Ramadhan solat pun nak pakai telekong baru lah ya..

I was slightly disspointed with how people reacted to situation like birthday wishes. If I miss wishing you on your birthday, so you gonna pretend that you dont even remember it? Wait till you turn 30, you will not want to be reminded of your birthday. Well my dear, you talking to your older siblings not your friend. There are things that I feel that I'm not used to. But I guess I cannot compare it with the situation that I'm in. But the negative vibes are just too near to ignore. I feel its just making me learn to be patience with situation and I should be able to handle it well.

I know what I lack off. But I really hope my sense of respect and love towards one and other will not get lesser, Insya ALLAH. Even how much people just want to ignore my existance, but as long as I know what my Nawaitu are then I should not be afraid of it. I dont think of just myself, there are other that I think of.

So now its time.. Time to put away all those negative thinking of people. Let them think of you in what ever way.. I should not be bothered!

Incase I dont blog anytime soon again.. Here's wishing everyone.

Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Ramadhan.. Semoga Di dalam Keadaan Sihat selalu, Insya ALLAH!